I'm awake....and I wish I weren't......

It's 1 AM and I'm wide awake. Everyone else in my house is sleeping soundly. Thank the LORD! I have a headache....and staring at this computer screen is REALLY helping! ha! But I figured I'd just blog about what I'm thinking....then maybe I can go to sleep. (I'm sure Britt appreciates this idea. I think I've woke him four or five times already with random thoughts!)
Tomorrow is a BIG day. Tomorrow we find out the results of Britt's dad's PET scans. We are praying that the cancer is G-O-N-E!!! If not, we know that God has a plan and is completely in control.
I'm not up because I'm worried. Worrying is just not my style. It's such a waste of time! I'm just anxious to know! I want to know...yesterday!!!
Also, tomorrow is Cam's teacher's 30th birthday! Happy Birthday Tonya! So I've got to run to the school for awhile tomorrow. And Cam has a game tomorrow night. (last one until May 30th...woohoo!)
And my house is a wreck because we've been gone all weekend. And my laundry is piled up for the same reason! Tomorrow doesn't look much like a promising "clean up" day either! I actually think my house was cleaner when my kids were younger and home all day!
Did I just say that???
I'm also thinking about my new job. Working as a supervisor for several of our Sonics. Not just the job, but thinking about my summer schedule, needing a babysitter a couple days a week. I've never had a babysitter....ever! So that's a big deal to me. Probably half a day, two or three days a week. Probably.
And this week my kids will more than likely find out who their teachers will be next year.........IF..........and that's enough about that or I really will be up all night!!!
My high school reunion is in two weeks. I'm pretty sure I'll be insanely busy until then. I keep making mental notes of things to ask Laura. Things I need to do for it.
And add to that 2 awards nights, a hair appts., 2 dr. appts., subbing 1/2 day Wednesday. All running through my head right now.
Why can't I be one of those people who can just turn my thoughts off and fall asleep???
What's that?
Oh, because I'm up typing about it instead of lying in the dark with my eyes closed?
Guess you make a good point.